6 Months Gone, Nothing to Show For It........

6 months of 2026 are already gone and I feel like I've wasted a good chunk of it. Need some direction.

I'm free for about a month right now. Right now my days look like: wake up, check trades, watch series, repeat. I do intraday trading on the side, but I've been in a losing phase, and I've noticed my entire mood for the day depends on whether I'm in profit or loss. That's a problem in itself, but it's also making me realize I'm not using this free time for anything that actually builds me up.

I don't want to look back at the end of this year and realize I spent another 6 months just watching series and stressing over green or red candles.

So I wanted to ask people here directly:

If you had a genuinely free month, what skill would you actually spend it learning? Something practical, not just "learn to code" as a buzzword, but something that actually paid off for you personally.

Any podcasts or channels that actually added value to how you think, not just entertainment dressed up as self-improvement?

For those who've traded before, how did you stop your mood from being tied to daily P&L? Did you find something else to focus your energy on instead?

Not looking for generic "just be productive" advice. Looking for specific things that actually worked for you, even small ones.